Synthesis
DS = confirmed by provings of Dynamis School
JS = Jan Scholten
The down to earth picture
Essence: lack of connection with himself, the Self; feeling of disconnectedness; desire for oneness
- Unconsciously has projected his own center out of himself adopting as center his wife, her husband, his or her partner, his job, earning money, having a lot of possessions, high rank, a lot of friends or enemies to combat, etc.; meddlesome; delusion as if betrayed, deceived; forsaken feeling, sensation of isolation; delusions is despised, disgraced
- When forced to be someone else than she or he is in reality at a deeper level
- Lack of focus; dispersion; too many activities or too many thoughts
- Lack of acceptance of the Self, not feeling accepted by others and the world
- Lack of liveliness, no real desire to live intensely; doesn’t feel concerned
- Ineffectiveness, not really going for something; feels resistance to doing his every day duties like cleaning, dressing, washing, etc.
- Feeling of loneliness (DS); desire to be alone (DS)
- Feeling distant and separated from things, unreal feeling (DS)
- Indifference, apathy (DS)
- Irresolution; doesn’t know which way to choose in life, what is important enough to put his energy into; fears to make wrong choices; looks at others to make his own choices
- Silent, morose and introverted (DS); sadness, depression, despair, hopelessness (DS)
- Helplessness when the outer focus disappears; when the husband or wife dies, when the partner suddenly chooses to love another and leaves; vulnerability (DS); hopeless
- Feeling that the world is hostile; the whole world is against me; the world holds no attraction
- Thoughts of death (DS)
- Reproaching himself internally (?); anger (DS) as if he gets no breaks; anger with the world (?)
- Confusion, confuses right and left; confusion about sexuality; difficult concentration; forgetful; absent minded; difficult word finding; tendency to lose things; mistakes in writing and spelling (DS)
Has still to be confirmed
- Slowness in motion (DS)
- Sighing (DS)
The exalted picture
Essence: lack of connection with himself, the Self, but very strong feeling of connection with the Cosmos, God …
- Expanded consciousness; altered state of consciousness; in another dimension (DS)
- Delusion he is in communication with God
- Delusion he is a superhuman
- Believes he has a mission from the unknown to transmit
- Makes many plans
- Not able to stop his excited thoughts; his thoughts are quicker than he can write or understand
- Sleepless from excitement
- Feeling of being out of reality, spaced out, out of body, as if in a dream (DS)
- Feeling as if body and soul are separated (JS, DS)
- Distortion of reality (DS)
- Changed time conception (DS)
- Paranoid; mistrust; suspicion; feels betrayed (DS)
- Tendency to theorize and philosophize especially concerning esoteric matters (DS)
- Sees all kind of relationships between objects that he normally doesn’t see